Words of compliment

Receiving words of compliment seems to give assurance that I am performing well and am appreciated. Glad in a way, but if you ask me if I have given all out, I think I have given about 70% of my maximum effort. There are still room for improvement and there are still areas which I knew I can surpass what I am performing now.

Deep down, something is lacking.

Nonetheless, I am still going to work harder to reach my personal target of >4 (5 is full score) for my year-end appraisal.

Deep down, I am deeply missing some things.

3 months past fast.... so.....