I didnt have a good sleep. Maybe because I'm falling sick. I can sense it coming. Soon.
Partially I was pushing for an answer within myself. Hoping that God will tell me the truth.
As I said, I'm tired in this cycle of feeling up and down. And I was told, it was history when I reminded him of the good old times.
So.... maybe I shld stop pursuing. Or did I ever attempt to pursue?
Its a little tough. Especially when I get to see him on almost everyday.
We can still be friends. :)
And I think, I'm losing my appetite soon, again.
It will be good, if I'm told the situation.